I have returned from the Matrix!

I finally saw The Matrix movie a couple of months ago prompted by my boyfriend who believes lol.  That is the only reason I chose that as my title of my long awaited return post/

Where have I been you ask? LIVING – like for real, I never lived like I have this past year.  Shortly before I did my last naughty little blog post I started “talking” to someone.  He is someone I know from high school and while we were friendly kinda we were not friends and did not know much about each other at all.  He has hit me up on facebook like 4-5 in the past 5 years or so and it was just never the right time for me and honestly thought it was weird and had no curiosity whatsoever.

{Side note: I feel like you only know what the term “talking” means if you are and 80’s baby}

As I may have discussed previously the past ten years or so have been through hell generally and in the relationship department.

But you know how they say things happen for a reason? Well Donald Dump running for President facilitated me finding my soulmate and truly beginning living my life.  We both hate him and our Facebook friendship began developing over our posts regarding the situation.  It seemed most people we know felt the opposite so it sorta became me and him battling it out politically on Facebook with everyone else.

Then January 2017 he proposed lets get together and smoke some pot soon. We conversated a bit and flirted some on messenger that month.  Then early February messaged me to hang out and I ignored it lol.  Then on Valentines Day he messaged me, we xhatted for a minute then he texted me a vday poem about ending white supremacy together hahahahaha.

We started texting that day and a week later I invited him over to smoke, I was nervous he was mad casual. The heavy flirting started immediately. From that day I could not believe how easy it was between us.  It scared me I thought I was imagining things, wishful thinking, dreaming – all of it.

Fast forward today, we are a couple, we are happy, we are in love.  We are moving to Vermont in the Fall/Winter.  It is genuine and true and everything I have ever wanted in a life partner, life long love affair.  I never see my life without him in it.

He has been amazing for my mind, body and soul! He ahs taught me to be happy with my body, how to let go of the negativity in my life, to stand up for myself, to face my fears and anxiety, to create goals and most importantly how to be loved.

We are so alike , we love so much of the same things and love sharing individual likes with one another. We love learning about each other and learning new things together. We love to relax, eat, travel and love.

I am finally really in a place to develop my writing and I am setting aside time once a week to blog so stay tuned 🙂

 

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Plowing a new path. Ryan Lochte.

Hey Y’All (lol)

Not to brag (ok it will not seem like anything worth bragging about) but I started the gym yesterday. And I want to go and it feels good to hurt so bad lol.  Two days  of cardio, tomorrow I will do some machines for upper body.  Hopefully I don’t look like a jerk since it has been a long time since I have used machines in a gym. Figuring out the adjustments on some of the bikes is hard enough. I’m exaggerating but still took me like 2 minutes too long.  Trying to go the whole week get a great kickoff then rest Saturday and Sunday then the following week still mostly cardio but adding exercises and just generally trying to get in a groove. And I shopped before hand and marinated some butterflied chicken breasts in organic sesame ginger stuff.  Got home and cooked them in the oven, sauteed a fancy zuchinni and tomatoe with some butter and garlic and oil ( I know baby steps) and had five halves of simply boiled baby red potatoes.  It was pretty good.  The marinade was overpowering the chicken but I think that was because they were so thin and just lapped it up.  Last night I had a meal delivered from Munchery.  North Carolina Pulled Pork.  That story will be part of a different post – coming soon.

I went out of my comfort zone and watched a (gasp) MOVIE!  I really am not a movie person for some reason. I am a TV junkie, primetime {on dvr never live}  and animal, wildlife, nature, law enforcement shows to name a few.  I have watched movies and love some movies but rarely do I watch one through.  Occasionally I will watch bits of an old movie if I pass it while channel surfing because the dvr is empty.  But I had a 99 cent rental from Amazon for Precious which was on my watchlist.  I am glad I did. I watched half last night and the rest just now. This movie is right up my alley.  Great story and superb acting and producing in my opinion.  Real life story on the big screen. Hits a little close to home because the mother generally speaking shows behavior reminiscent of someone close, figuratively close not near and dear close.  And NO it is not my mother. But that is a topic deserving of a full post – or maybe 7! I could easily talk that much about the sad situation.

OK can I vent about something.   I really hate that RYAN LOCHTE is on DWTS and being treated so nice after the stunt he pulled in Rio.  Its like it didn’t even happen.  Yea he lost some deals and endorsement but I am sure it will not be long before he gets more because of any negaitve publicity. He disgraced the US by blaming locals of robbing him and made a spectacle of it.  Bullshit! He should have lost his medal.  It really makes me mad.  So yea I put him in my title.  I think I will use his name to maybe hopefully get myself some publicity.

I have also been trying to stay active with other things like cleaning up this disaster of a room little by little. Keeping on top of dishes and laundry.  Started organizing some drawers.  I have a nice size bin of stuff for the homeless or those otherwise less fortunate.   I keep it in my trunk in case I run into anyone in need of something when I am out and about. I had my car cleaned and detailed two weeks ago and am trying hard to keep it clean inside.  I had an oil change but I need some other things looked at so I need to start putting away for that for a few weeks.  My next step is to make one night to post at least 30 items on OfferUp & Close5 and ebay for Sale.  I have 30 dvd’s if I can sell them $3 each that is $90 and a heck of a start.

My normal routine was go to work, go home cook eat clean up, feed furbabies, take shower (usually ten other random things in between) and then “get settled” watching tv doing my writing, survey taking, product reviewing, reward collecting or whatever else comes up.  Now I work, stop home to work out dinner situation, change and head to the gym. Come home eat alone talkin to Gran and switch any laundry if appilicable and then feed my cat and take a nice shower.  And I am using my good face soap and trying to slowly learn to take care of myself and pamper myself a little more. And wanting to do it and feeling good doing it.

So this is me plowing a new path however slowly it may be. I am just trying to keep on keeping on.

As always thanks for making it this far and if you have it will be Wednesday morning or day sometime.  I am trying something different.  I post so late I feel like no one that follows me sees me in Reader by the next day. My last post got nothing zilch zippo lol.  So I am setting this to publish around the same time I get up for work.  8ish. I can’t say when I wake up because that is like 5-6.

Comments welcome and btw that gave me an idea – Comment/Conversation Policy coming soon.

See Ya,

Sab